The pain of losing you:
Like an avalanche in my gut;
A cold tumble of every moment
You touched me and I felt alive.
Months of carefully
Delicate planning to not get hurt;
A mountain coming down all around me.
The snow and ice and turmoil,
This culmination of every beautiful thing
We ever had.
This will surely be the way I go-
Frozen to the spot,
Unable to get out of the way.